My goddess...

She is my goddess.

I can not go on this time.

My Black Goddess of Despair will crush me.

She, my Black Goddess, will never love me.

No.

So I will die in despair and pain...

I have to thank her since she utterly destroyed me. Her sheer beauty and her purity did what alcohol, heroin and myself could not do.

My Goddess.... my Goddess... I love you, my Goddess...

My Black Goddess of Despair.